Chrysalis

Who is the true hero?

Who is the true hero?

..

To the all of you

that had to die

for this you to emerge.

And to the future you

who will look back

and thank you

for setting them free.

..

Preciousness while making art holds me back.

Not wanting to “lose” something keeps the full potential from emerging.

This ‘hanging onto’ feeling…

Like a knot in the solar plexus - a conflict of hanging on, versus a ‘letting thru’ in its entirety.

(Big underline: “IN ITS ENTIRETY”.)

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There will be no ‘click’ should I keep 1/1000th back in reserves “..should I want to change my mind and go back.”

There is grief in letting go, ie. letting thru.

There’s an admittance: that what was is no longer.

In letting “what is” finally become “what it could be”.

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And there is honor in grieving.

In looking the potential for change directly in the eye.

In letting the moment finally live

through your emotions.

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{ Chrysalis - a work in progress.. as I get out of its way. }